In between

Just a quick post today. After the excitement of the last few days, today has been a decidedly quiet one. An in between day in many way, in between what I was doing and whatever I am going to be doing. Not there is anything wrong with a bit of in betweenness. In fact I am going to take my time before I try and find what I am going to be doing.

Firstly there are a couple of short term things I have to take care of before I can move to whatever I am doing next.

I have to wait until my wounds from surgery have healed. This is basically the entry points for the catheter and I was told to give them 72 hours to heal. I was told to take it very easy until the 72 hours was up, which happened today. Now that the 72 hours is over I am free to make some moves towards what I will be doing next. Some of that might be going for some walks, it may even be going for some surfs. I am not entirely sure, but now that the 72 hours is over I can start to find out.

I also need to take some time so that I can chat to some Doctors. I am still waiting to talk to Dr Stobie following his consultation with some of his peers about my case. That happened today, so I should be able to catch up with him tomorrow. As well as that I am going to be having a chat to Dr Gary Couanis next week. I am not really expecting either of those discussions to change anything, but I am hoping they might give me some clarity on whatever I might be able to do for the next three months.

I am also taking some time to sit in between while I decide whether I want to do some coaching or something else. If I want to coach then isn't something that I want to rush into. In fact if I am going to coach I deliberately want to take a bit of time to think about just what I want that coaching to look like. If I decide that it is something that I want to do then I definitely want to take a bunch of time to learn off some people that I respect. Before I move on that though I want to spend a bit of time just relaxing first.

Of all of them though the biggest in between is likely to be the next three months, while I wait for my heart to recover a little. At the moment I am hoping that I am able to graduate my life towards a happy balance of moderate exercise and coaching. However, I really need to wait a few months before I can do that. The period of waiting between where I am now and where I hope to be then feels a bit like a period of limbo, but that is okay, I am in no rush. I am happy to float around in between for a while.